I was thinking this was a strange thing to do to yourself but I remember being about 14 or 15 and doing the same thing.....I don't know why but I knew I was gay and I think it was kind of a way to explore my sexuality and I guess prepare for another boy doing something like that to me. I wondered what sperm tasted like, what another boy tasted like.....It was a way to explore and now I guess it's not that abnormal. I was so ashamed to have done that to myself lol, now I see it a lot. It's only sex and passion.
